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As I write this blog its the early hours of the morning - after another restless night I decided to get up and do something useful. These last few weeks have been very stressful and if I wasn't a christian with God right at my side helping me I'd be in a terrible state. On sunday someone at the corp gave me a verse from Job8:7....as I sat down to read this later in the day I soon realised that God has something better for me and there are times when we have to put things down - that is difficult in itself but I know with Gods strength all things are possible.

An opportunity came my way last evening to work the under 5's on a sunday morning at the Corp and this week we are going to look at the feeding of the 5000 and how Jesus blesses the bread and the fish. The little boy only had 5 loaves and 2 fish but he gave what he had to Jesus to use.......................it got me thinking "What do we have that we can also give to Jesus"
So please pray for "The Sparklers" that God will work through me to show His love to the little children.

God Bless

Time

I've been thinking a lot about time recently and wonder just where it goes - the weeks seem to go into one and it doesn't seem 5 minutes ago that I was thinking about christmas 2008 and now next week is the carol service for the kids club so where does time go.

Sorry I haven't blogged for such a while but going through a bit of a crisis at mo what with one thing and another and just do not know what to do for the best however one thing I am sure of this that God is my Strength, my Shield and He will protect me whatever happens.

Things that I need some prayer about is my job situation - I am set to lose £200 a month as from 04.01.10 and that has a bit problem re where I live so having to look for somewhere else to live - stress. My health is causing me concern - I just don't seem to feel well and haven't done for months and finally my future - is it to be an ending to my relationship with my partner of 7 years or will he have the courage to commit - I just don't know.

Please pray for me and pray that God will continue to give me His Strength

Thank you

Prayer Patrols

After going to the Northern Congress of the Salvation Army in September I got chatting to someone re prayer patrols in the Newcastle Area - after a long chat I said to the volunteer that I would pray for them and for more recruits to come along.

Since I have been ill I have been doing a lot of thinking and this is something that I feel that I could be involved with in my local area. Please pray about this and whether its what God would have me do

Thank you

I haven't been able to blog for a while partly due to just being so busy with one thing and another - but over recent days I have been unwell with a cold/flu bug which has caused me to STOP, and although I dislike being unwell and unable to get out of the house I have time to relax.

On wednesday morning I felt prompted to go to a Praise and Worship Meeting in Staple Hill - I wasn't going to go as really wanted to get the house cleaned however God had other ideas and I thought that if there was room in a car for me then I would go and gosh was I blessed and challenged - God is so powerful and mighty and moves me so much that I know that God has planned what I will do before I even know what it is. I am attending a "Design For Life" course at Sunbury Court this next weekend and it is my prayer that God will direct and guide my life. Sometimes I do not feel that my occupation is going right and keep having doors shut in my face but I do pray that at somepoint soon the door will open and not shut but its only through God's guidance that this is going to happen.

I was listening to a track of a new CD and it has these words:-

Speak O Lord, as we come to You

To recieve the food of Your Holy Word.

Take your truth,; plant it deep in us;

Shape and fashion us in Your likeness,

That the light of Christ might be seen today

In our acts of love and our deeds of faith.

Speak O Lord, and fulfil in us

All Your purposes for Your glory

Holiday Club 2009

Its quite a while since I've put on a blog so thought that today was a good day. This morning we had the family service for the holiday club and Carol spoke about Joseph and assisted by Alan who was fantastic with all his different kinds of hats - God has a plan for each of us.

Last week it was the holiday club - the evening before I felt so nervous that I didn't sleep but knew that God was in control and He was going to bless everything that happened. Praise God we had roughly 50 children a day, we were looking at the Scripture Union Material called Showstoppers and it tells us that God has a plan. On the last day we were looking at the Death and Resurrection of Jesus and we watched part of the miracle maker - the children were watching the film so much that you could hear a pin drop. Its my prayer that the children would have learn't something about Jesus in the week and that He loves each of them very much.

This morning (Sat 18.07.09) as part of working with children with the salvation army I had to attend a child protection course entitled "Safe and Sound" which (thank you Pete) was good and so important that anyone working with children should attend, anyway at the end of the course Pete read a few verses from Mark. It so happened that these verses are the same verses that I have used at every meeting with the Holiday Club leaders so felt that it was very much God leading me and guiding my thoughts.

God has been talking to me big time of late and telling me that I should be working with childrens ministries on a full time basis and the other week He gave me to opportunity to speak with Carol about where I thought God was leading me. I am going on a Design for Life course in October and I pray that God will reveal exactly what I am to do and what age group.

At the end of a very busy week at work and also in the preparation of Showstoppers (holiday club) I feel exhausted but some words have just come to me

Be still for the presence of the Lord the holy one is here

and I need to rest and be still so that I am recharged for tomorrow

Sue

Catch up time!

I haven't been able to get round to doing a blog recently. A couple of weeks ago I found out that I was to return to my substantive role within Avon and Somerset Constabulary - this totally knocked me and with the thought of losing around £200 a month I felt that I was sinking into a state of despair but God has been so faithful and I have had such a lot of good friends supporting me (you know who you are). While I was away visiting James last weekend I really felt that God was speaking to me during the morning service at church that I was to do christian work full time as a Childrens Ministry Worker. Upon speaking to Carol last evening I am more convinced that this is where God wants me to be - I am very open to his leading and its my prayer that He will direct my path.

Do prayer for my mum as she goes into hospital for an operation on the 02.07.09 - thanks

A childrens chorus called I'm Special was quoted to me on the phone last evening and its true each one of us is special to God.